so somewhere along the line i fucked up. i forgot what was important. that's wrong, if know what's important, but i mistook something being more important right now as the other thing being not important enough. shit. i don't know where this is going, or what's going to happen, but hopefully i'll figure it out soon.

ariodante is over, and now i'm on merrily we roll along. it's pretty much a big clusterfuck, but things are getting better. and i'm getting some sleep. that makes me happy. i revamped this whole blog thing, and now it looks better... i think. this is what i do when i have free time. i don't really write in my internet journal, but i make it look better. whatever.that's all after this fancy style update.

this has been one of those empty inside weeks. i don't really feel like talking to anyone, and it's hard to stay focused and awake. i load-in ariodante on saturday, which begins my four weeks of production. i don't know how to describe what's going on, but it's not good. i can't figure out if it's me, or other people, or what... but i just don't seem to feel anymore. but it's only been this week. i may be coming down with something, but hopefully that's not the case. i just need a break, which i'm not going to get. if i've blown you off, not returned your calls, or left suddenly, understand that its not you, it's me, and i'm sorry. i just can't talk to people right now, and its worse that i can't explain to you why. good night

so there has once again been a monday night white castle run, but i think that stops this week. because i feel gross, and i need to go work out because...ugh. anyway. this is my last week of "freedom" for a while. i load in ariodante on saturday and then go straight through until march sixth. that's when i strike the musical and then the finals start on the 14th of march. oh my god. i can't believe how soon that is. plus there's all the drafting work i have to do in lighting over the next quarter. i can't even believes that some people are doing shows, taking drafting and lighting one. i would die.

home was okay. i don't know. i was severely disappointed in the drama at lhs. and their doing "seussical" in the spring. i don't think i'll go home for that. because if it's anything like the drama, no thank you. i hung out with abbey, maureen (weird! but good), dave, hillary, and leslie coley on saturday night. it was nice to see everyone, especially because i never hang out with them... ever. well, i'm going to take a shower and sleep, so here is your cockney english rhyming slang word of the day...
English- Easy
Cockney- Lemon Squeezy

goodnight my someone, goodnight