somewhere along the line i developed this lazy ass attitude in which i sit around and let things pile up, and then when i can't take the pressure of my life crumbling on top of me... i buckle down and kick some ass. i tell my school work to suck it and it gets done. even if it means i don't sleep for two or three days. that worked last year. looks like it's not going to be an option any more. and that's a good thing because there's no fucking way that that will be an option after i graduate from here, so i might as well start now. this is my solemn vow. my work will get done. not the night before, but i will embrace the calendar and the free time that i have between classes to get my fucking work done instead of sitting and looking at shit on the internet. i will get sleep at night and i will not stress out. because it isn't worth it. i know i can do this. the question that i keep asking myself is will i do it for real. the answer now is yes. i will. so fuck yourself procrastionation. eat shit laziness. welcome relaxation. now don't get me wrong. school is hard. it's a lot of work. but i no longer care. i'm going to do all of my work. but i'm not going to flip out about stuff. i have too much going on to do that. it's all about time management. i've been hearing that since seventh grade and now i finally am a believer. i will manage my time.

well fuck you too

classes start tomorrow. it's been a good solid week of just chilling with everyone on the floor. it's been fun just hanging out, but i'm ready to put some serious ccm brand stress back in my life. i'm also pretty excited for the party on friday and the party at the pit on saturday. my only two classes tomorrow are script analysis and asm. i never have more than two classes a day, but i am working on tuesday, thursday and friday in the lighting shop, rocking it as the new shop assistant. woo hoo. hopefully i'll hear from starbucks in the next week about if i have a job opening there or not. i also got my name and email address into the person in charge of hiring lifeguards at the crc when it opens so hopefully that will be in the bag for the winter. all right well i'm off to bed. good night

back to school
back to school
to prove to dad that i'm not a fool
i've got my lunch packed up, my boots tied tight
i hope that i don't get in a fight
ohhh back to school back to school.

i'm here in the grand ol' town of cincinnati. i'm real excited. there still aren't many people here but we've had some excellent hanging out with friends old and new. if you've seen my new facebook picture, you can see what happened to my leg, but for those of you not lucky to have membership on the facebook.

and here's the story behind it:

i was at the running of the bulls in pamplona and therer were these bulls chasing me, because that's what they do. but as i was running i saw this little kid who had fallen from the balcony above me. so i grabbed the kid and threw him up to his father on the balcony who was freaking out. but as i tossed the kid in the air, this bull rammed me in the shin. i did like three flips in midair and then i kept running another 2 miles, even though my shin was like broken. and no other bulls gored me or anything.

i have a job interview either today or tomorrow at bab budan's coffee shop. that's pretty exciting for me. that on top of the lighting shop assistant job that i accepted the other day. i'm not getting paid for that, but i'm either getting academic or honors credit. so that's exciting.

i'm excited for classes to start, i am however not excited to buy the several hundred dollars worth of books that i need this quarter. whatever, shit happens.

i've now officially posted more in one post than i have since june. hopefully this will be a regular occurrence.

so i leave for school on monday, finally. i'm still not done packing, and i'm going to pittsburgh this weekend for the steelers home opener.


and get ready for a hardcore bearcat upset against the nittany lions tomorrow. the blue and white is going down to the power of the black and red.