well, i've determined that i hate theater. auditions are the single worst idea in the world and a human being should not be required to deal with this much stress. maybe i want this part so bad that i'm freaking out too much. i could have so much fun as moonface martin and it would be awesome if i could actually improve on my skills with an actual role in a play, as opposed to some random priest that has to shave his head. argh. should it be a brroklyn accent...boston...southern... i don't know, but it somehow always ends up british and it shouldn't be that. oh well, more sulking later.
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more your mom
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i've discovered that you need to post something before updating the template...so here it is... your mom
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there are days when i sit back and think about everything that's going on in my life, and i wonder what the hell it's all about. i've realized that most of my friendships, especially the ones that i consider to be with my closest friends are not what i need in my life. i feel like their friendship is only there when no one else is around. the only thing out of these people's mouths in regard to me are insults, or they talk about me behind my back. the thing is, is that i would trust these people with my life, and do anything for them. their friendship is that important to me. i also feel like they feel the same way, but don't know how to keep everything real. the thing that i need in a friendship is for my friends to be completely honest in their friendship with me. don't bs it around other people, and then hang out with me on the weekend. or, quite the contrary, don't pretend to be my friend, and then completely ignore me outside of school. i want everything to be real between us. if you're reading this, and you feel that anything applies to you, it very well may. don't think that i'm mad at you. i just want to be completely honest with everyone right now. i ask you if you feel that you need to, be honest with me too. tell me where i stand with you, because i really don't know right now. thank you for dealing with my burning angst. email me (skaterdude1501@aol.com) or call me, or just freaking talk to me.
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i have determined that driver's education is the most pointless endeavor in human history. mr. cross, my instructor looks like mr. rogers with a facelift. a girl in my class has committed several counts of insurance fraud, and i'm the smartest kid in the class. explain the logic, i sleep in that class and i'm still the only one that answers anything...ever. shoot me...please!
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well kids, back to the wonderful world of gredge's blog. it's been a while i know, and i realize that many of you have been lost without my dazzling array of intellect and wit. unfortunatly, i've been forced to come the lakewood public library to type this. i hope no one is reading this as i write. that would feel kind of weird. well, i must admit that today was a bit odd. some interesting events occurred, as some of you witnessed, and some of you heard about. if you don't apply to either of those, ask me about it, and i may or may not tell you. these days you can't be too sure. anyway, after this burning desire to write in my online diary, i suddenly realize that i don't have much to say. so, i hope you all enjoyed the minty fresh flavor of my newly updated blog. now go away.
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