how does this always happen?

so i'm home. it feels good, not weird like winter break. i'm glad to be out of cincinnati for a while, but there's something that's kind of pulling me back. as much as this next quarter is going to suck, i'm really looking forward to the challenges that it's going to bring. i think i'm actually going to have to work on my show assignments and that's going to push me to be a better me than listen to my heart did. also, props is going to be an interesting expereince, on top of leaving three weeks early from school to go to camp. that's what i'm most looking forward to. i can't wait to be outside for a summer. anyway, i have very few set plans for this week, so give me a call and maybe we'll do something.

wow, and just like that, i'm smiling again.

wow... how about that drunken sense of honesty in people.

there has been far too much work in my life and not nearly enough love.

i don't know if i remember what being in a relationship is like...

i know this is depressing, but it's 3:10 on saturday night, i'm a little drunk and sick, so i'm over it.

shit