two in the morning.



in the drafting studio.




staring at a drawing that i couldn't care less about.


dear summer,
come quickly.

love,
greg

here we go.

it is days like today that make me want to stop being a lighting major. i spend my life inside in the dark and cold. it is so nice outside. i cannot even begin to express how monumentally pumped i am to be going to camp in just over a month.

it's really amazing how each passing day chips away at my self-confidence.

doesn't that just figure...


the first time something seems to be really good in my life in a long time, it turns around to bite me in the ass.

i don't know what i did to piss of the irony gods so much, but you'd think i'd have made up for it by now.


whatever... i'll just do what i always do, sit back and take it and wait for the cycle to repeat itself. because it will.

sometimes i get the feeling
that i won't be on this planet
for very long
i really like it here
i'm quite attached to it
i hope i'm wrong.

all i really want to say
is you're the reason i want to stay
i loved you before i met you
and i met you just in time
'cause there was nothing left

i sat here on my suitcase
in our empty new apartment
until the sun went down.
then i walked back down the stairs
with all my bags and drove away
you must be freaking out

all i know is i've gotta be
where my heart says i oughta be
it often makes no sense
in fact, i never understand these things i feel

don't change your plans for me
i won't move to l.a.
the leaves are falling back east
that's where i'm gonna stay

you have make me smile again
in fact i might be sore from it
it's been a while
i know we've been together many times before
i'll see you on the other side

but don't change your plans for me
i won't move to l.a.
the leaves are falling back east
that's where i'm going to stay

all i really want to say
is you're the reason i want to stay
but destiny is calling and won't hold
and when my time is up i'm outta here.

all i know is i've gotta be
where my heart says ought to be
it often makes no sense, in fact
i never understand these things
i feel

don't change your plans- ben folds five

you sit...
and you find yourself waiting.
for nothing at all.
you sit...
and you wonder how things turned out so
wrong.
you sit...
and there's nothing to do
but wait, and wonder and
worry. so
you sit...
and you hope
that the
waiting
and wondering
and worrying...
were for no reason at all.