one amazing thing about cvs brand cold and sinus medication is how much less it costs than the leading national brands. the other amazing thing is what that much antihistamine can do to your brain over the course of six hours. if you've ever looked at a tv or computer monitor through a camcorder, you know that you can see almost like lines running up and down the screen. just like the screen had bad tracking or something. that's happening right now as i sit here typing this. this strange dreamlike state has definitely slowed my reaction times and reflexes, but has somehow raised my sensory level. everything in my house has been amplified, everything is brighter, and i'll be damned if i can't smell the litter box in the basement from my room. well, that's all in this sick and twisted state, before this starts to sound like drunk-dialing blogger style. (minus the drunk)

today is two months. yay!

cold cold cold cold cold cold cold. where is the heat? not on, i can tell you that. stupid november. cold. blanket? nowhere to be found. government speech is harder to write when cold. bad. cold = sick? hope not.

really, is it too much to ask? in my experience, i don't think it is. but apparently i'm wrong. all i want is to spend an hour with her before she goes away for two days. but no, she can't. so again, i'm at home, because i freed my schedule for her, and everyone else is already gone. so, bed at ten o'clock on a saturday night, when i've had a girlfriend for almost two months. fuck.

so who would have thought that my least favorite holiday could turn into one of the greatest weekends that i've had in god knows how long. here's the rundown. friday after school- grocery store with jenni and audrey to get food for friday night, then running into rooney, etc. and remembering that you get free burritos at chipotle if you dress up like one. buying two rolls of foil and picking up sarah to wrap her and audrey up. funniest car ride of my life blowing the whistle at every pedestrian and yelling "burritos in the backseat!". trying to get the two of them out of the car. good times. then, dressing up like jenni's dad and telling the same lame joke all night while trick-or-treating on mike's street. partying at jenni's until the wee hours of the morning and not sleeping all night. watching scary dreamcatcher movie until the first actual scary part happens. saturday- going home to make cd's for grandparents, sleeping for an hour until my meeting with the key club officers. home again before band. last football game at mentor. rockin party at tim's dad's house. then tp'ing with mccabe, jenni, bea. and audrey until three oclock. sunday- sleeping for five hours until i had to clean up the tp that mccabe, jenni and audrey came back to do. chilling until lakewood project. going to value world and buying nick a six-foor abstract painting for ten dollars and one cent. nick's party, followed by watching the first science video from freshman year. telling you what happened this weekend. sleeping in five minutes from now. goodnight.