so we've gone through the first week of school, and i've still not had a full day of classes yet. isn't that amazing? the wonders of high school. yesterday was the st. ed's game. we lost. what else is new? the whole point of that game is to make money, because god knows it's not for the competetive action between the st. edwards' eagles and the lakewood rangers. what a match-up. no one expects anything other than the inevitable out come of a crushing defeat, and yet we still go and cheer on our team. the ever-present optimism of high school athletics. most of today was spent in my living room. just sitting there, thinking. i think i've hit the low of my happy-go lucky attitude. i don't even have a reason to be, i just am not feeling chipper as of late. it's like my soul's been taken out and taken a good lickin' from some big guy name otto, or bruno or something and then put back in. hopefully the next few weeks will put me back together, because i'm going to try and enjoy life as much as possible. i just need to remember that one can not be endlessly happy, and one needs to experience the valleys as well as the peaks. on that note, i'm going ice-skating with liz, leah julie, maybe nick etc this evening. pleasant dreams of your grandfather on viagra and no need for birth control.

so how do i spend the last night before school started? oh, that's right. at time krueger's house. doing english homework. damn the ap gods for putting five reductions in our laps for the first day of school. i got five done, even though i've only read three. that was a feat. breakfast at abbey's at ten-thirty. and then it's time to hit the books. i'll see you in the halls baby. oh yeah...or something.

who's got a tagboard? this guy does

oh, by the way... do you like how i brought the live journal to the blog by just adding my own mood/music thing to the top. i know, i'm way sweet like that

how am i feeling?: argh
music: the ballad of bilbo baggins- leonard nimoy (aka spock)

so it takes an evening at my friends combined with a bacon and cheddar omlette, and conversation with abbey to make me need to vent about my woes to you online. at one point i think i jokingly called abbey a ho and she said, "no, you're a ho". and i realized that yes...i am. i am the the single biggest ho that i know, minus that i'm just a loser ho that just dates people but never really does the things that make one a ho per say. i just have dated a lot of people, and one, maybe two have had any really substance to them. like...being an actual relationship. i just become attracted to people, and cling to that for a really long time and either something happens or it doesn't, and that's that. but the thing that's worse is that at times there can be more than one person and i get all confused and lose sleep trying to figure things out and how to put my head on straight, and that usually doesn't work out either. but you know, whatever. i don't know how to change that, and if i did, i ould have already done it. so now it's too late. if you can think of anything, there's a link at the top of the blog to email me. do it. and tell me. because that would really make my life easier if i could just figure this damn thing out, because it's now really bothering me. ok. enough ranting about my petty problems. there's enough drama in this world without me adding my own to the mix. need to get stuff ready for marching band at cedar point tomorrow. goornight.

so tonight i saw hallie and michelle from russia for the first time since labor day of two-thousand and one. it was good times at the dinner tonight and hopefully it won't be another two years until i see them again, because it would suck hardcore. ok, well, i need to get up at four to take my dad to the airport so...goodnight kids.

you say that we've got nothing in common
no common ground to start from
and we're falling apart
you'll say the world has come between us
but i know you just don't care

and i said, "what about breakfast at tiffany's"
she said, "i think i remember the film
and as i recall, i think, we both kinda liked it."
and i said, "well, that's the one thing we got."

i see you- the only one who knew me
and now your eyes see through me
i guess i was wrong
so what now? it's plain to see we're over
and i hate when things are over
when so much is left undone

and i said, "what about breakfast at tiffany's"
she said, "i think i remember the film
and as i recall, i think, we both kinda liked it."
and i said, "well, that's the one thing we got."

you say that we've got nothing in common
no common ground to start from
and we're falling apart
you'll say the world has come between us
but i know you just don't care

and i said, "what about breakfast at tiffany's"
she said, "i think i remember the film
and as i recall, i think, we both kinda liked it."
and i said, "well, that's the one thing we got."

no more marching band for three days. i'm excited. jenni and i are running for spirit leader. if you are in marching band, you should vote for us. that's that. i'm tired, so, i'm done writing. i know this was a half-assed effort, but you'll get over it...eventually

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finally....done....travelling. this weekend was the amazing hamil, hammacker, and various contingents of those families reunion in the amazing wonderful, altoona pennsylvania. that's right altoona. oh man, my family, my aunt/uncle, grandma/grandpa, great aunt/uncle from the greater altoona area, their daughter/(her husband and two kids), their son, my great aunt/uncle from florida, their daughter/(husband and daughter) and i think that that's about it. but it was the first time in about a long time. but now i am done with the family gig, and i'm home...just in time for marching band. oh boy. anyway...i've been in a car all day. i'll catch you kids on the flip side.