really, is it too much to ask? in my experience, i don't think it is. but apparently i'm wrong. all i want is to spend an hour with her before she goes away for two days. but no, she can't. so again, i'm at home, because i freed my schedule for her, and everyone else is already gone. so, bed at ten o'clock on a saturday night, when i've had a girlfriend for almost two months. fuck.