kill me. no, really... kill me. i would be much happier if you made me dead. because there doesn't seem to be anyone who really cares, even the people i love. so, just leave me be, and let me die, because then i won't have to deal with this fake bullshit, and your lies of love. because while i'm here, having the beginning of the worst week of my life, you're in a hot tub with your friends. so fuck off, and let me be. because if you're done, then tell me. but don't make me live like this anymore.