ok, so it is time for some serious blog update, because the last time i actually wrote anything substantial was february tenth. i guess we'll go back to the southern ohio college interview adventure. first, i hit up wright state university for a scholarship interview with the lighting professor there. i really had to pull for some answers because he asked me first, "why lighitng design?" (i'm not sure i still want to be a lighting major-i'm thinking about stage management), and the other hard question..."why wright state?" (i have no desire at all to go to wright state, i mean it's a great td&p school, but no.) then they made me take an hour and a half tour of the facility, even though i had already taken the same tour, with the same stage management student over the summer. oh well.

Then i headed down to the good old town of cincinnati for my ccm interview. actually, that wasn't until the next day, but we drove down right after the wright state interview, just so we didn't have to stay in dayton. we actually stayed in kentucky, in the hampton inn right on the river. there was a whole group of christian youth groups there together making noise and causing all of the breakfast food to be gone when i finally woke up. then, i drove over to the ccm village for the only thing that i was nervous about that weekend. i got to my interview with steve waxler and professor something oakson an hour early, and spent the whole time walking around freaking out. we had like an hour long interview that went really well, and i felt pretty confident. then we drove back to the hotel and chilled there, because i had to be at uc at eight the next morning for the cincinnatus competiton. turns out i didn't actually need to be there until eight, because registration started at eight. we had breakfast and then went for the small group project. i emerged as the leader in the group, mostly because the rest of them weren't getting anything done. then we went for the essay, and i think i filled my blue book with stuff i'm not sure about. then lunch and talking about the honors program. then back to ther hotel. then sleep, and driving home the next morning for rock orchestra. and oh yeah, found out friday i got accepted, so that's where i'm going baby, oh yeah.

now, during this time, i both missed valentine's day, and our five month anniversary. so i called every night, but i still felt really bad. but it happens. anyway, not only did i miss five months, but i'm going to miss six, and jenni's going to miss seven. crazy, we just never seem to be around. but i guess i'll skip up to last night. we had a crazy evening with people being pissed at eachother from before dinner, all the way up to after the dance, and probably still. i'm still not sure if i'm pissed about things or not, even after staying up most of the night thinking about it. i think i am, but i think if we have the right conversation, then i'll feel better. but we'll see. i need to start telling how i feel, instead of saying that things are okay and then just letting it fester inside of me. eh, we'll see what happens today. ok, i've now written more in one entry then i have in about a month, so keep dancing you little punk rockers, and enjoy it while it lasts.