somewhere along the line i developed this lazy ass attitude in which i sit around and let things pile up, and then when i can't take the pressure of my life crumbling on top of me... i buckle down and kick some ass. i tell my school work to suck it and it gets done. even if it means i don't sleep for two or three days. that worked last year. looks like it's not going to be an option any more. and that's a good thing because there's no fucking way that that will be an option after i graduate from here, so i might as well start now. this is my solemn vow. my work will get done. not the night before, but i will embrace the calendar and the free time that i have between classes to get my fucking work done instead of sitting and looking at shit on the internet. i will get sleep at night and i will not stress out. because it isn't worth it. i know i can do this. the question that i keep asking myself is will i do it for real. the answer now is yes. i will. so fuck yourself procrastionation. eat shit laziness. welcome relaxation. now don't get me wrong. school is hard. it's a lot of work. but i no longer care. i'm going to do all of my work. but i'm not going to flip out about stuff. i have too much going on to do that. it's all about time management. i've been hearing that since seventh grade and now i finally am a believer. i will manage my time.