well, i've determined that i hate theater. auditions are the single worst idea in the world and a human being should not be required to deal with this much stress. maybe i want this part so bad that i'm freaking out too much. i could have so much fun as moonface martin and it would be awesome if i could actually improve on my skills with an actual role in a play, as opposed to some random priest that has to shave his head. argh. should it be a brroklyn accent...boston...southern... i don't know, but it somehow always ends up british and it shouldn't be that. oh well, more sulking later.
gredge