well, it's almost been a week since i last updated, and i guess it's about time. this week has been one of many strange occurances. i'm about ready for everything that's been going on to be over. life is just too stressful to deal with raging hormones and emotions. for those of you who know what i'm talking about, here it is...i'm tired of beating around the bush on all of my emotions. i've said befor that i'm just going to go with the flow, and now i think i mean it. whatever happens is going to happen, and now that i know they're not schtupping, i've got nothing to worry about. we had vocal rehearsal today, and i must say that i'm going to enjoy all of the music in this show. starting rehearsals reminds me of how much i miss when i'm not involved with a show, and i really think that this is something i want to do with my life. these days i sit around and wonder what i'm going to do with my life. what is there for me? where do i go after i leave the relative stability of being at home. where do we all go from here? i have not idea, but i'm getting a bit deep for this hour of the night.
gredge