i would like to note on the entry from february the twenty-seventh. that post was not directed at any one person. that post was me venting every pissed off feeling from my body. i needed that. trust me, it's way better that i wrote it here and not screamed it in someone's face. i'm not apologizing for what i said, because it's what i felt. my life should not consist of me holding back my feelings about anything, and it's not going to. my life is going to be about being honest with how i feel, when i feel it. some of you may not be able to accept it. hopefully most of you will, and be appreciate what i mean by it. i'm not being honest with you to hurt your feelings, nothing i say here is for your personal betterment, it's for mine. this keeps me from bottling up everything that i would probably go screaming at someone if left to it's own devices. what i say isn't a proclomation of my loss of friendship for anyone, unless it specifically states that. so, i ask that you be glad that i am honest with everyone, and be glad that i don't lie to you and pretend to feel something i don't. because if you were to find out that i was pretending, then that hurts worse. so i don't hate you unless you're jason fuller, or dan quayle. so that's it for the evening, i'm going to bed