so here i am, sitting on my computer when i should be reading the dramatic imagination by robert edmond jones. that's because i have a paper due on that book on the sixth. yeah homework over winter break. jesus christ. christmas was good. i got a scooter, season three of west wing and a photograph by my cousin david. his website doesn't do his work justice, but here it is dave hammaker. anyway. i'm pretty tired. that comes from not sleeping for a while i guess. i really don't know where things stand with jenni, and by not knowing, i mean i really have no idea. and let me put down a bet that we won't talk about things before i go to school, and that will make things really good. i love it, no joke. i'm looking forward to going back to school, but for the first time since last october, i've been having doubts about my major. i'm planning on going through with it, but then i want a degree in political scince (or political theory from oxford if i can get a rhodes scholarship somehow). but i don't know what i really want to spend the rest of my life doing. i think being home is making me not think straight, which is why i'm looking forward to being back at school. things are so different here, and i don't know how things are with all of my friends, everyone acts so weird around eachother. this break has been too long i think. but, there's nothing i can do about that. anyway, i'm going to read so i can write a paper. whole book tonight, then the civic tomorrow for a few hours to get my ten. awww yeah. goodnight kids, keep on rocking and rolling.